Chapter 190 Nurse Xiao Zhao talks to Shen Jiaren
Chapter 190 Nurse Xiao Zhao talks to Shen Jiaren
It's not Xiao Zhao's fault for thinking this way. The main reason is that there are only a few apprentices. Before Shen Jiaren came, it was just him and Xiao Han.
Xiao Han is a relative of Doctor Han, and he looks down on people even more than Doctor Yang did at that time.
Either he hums to himself, or he looks at others out of the corner of his eyes.
Anyway, I just look down on myself and think that I can't do anything. There's nothing I do every day except eating.
So they never eat with me. They either go back to their dormitories after getting their meals, or buy meals from the canteen and eat there.
The other masters are all married, with either children of their own or grandchildren, and they all have families to support.
Every time I buy food, I always set aside some to take home for my children.
And because I love eating meat so much, I usually order more meat dishes every time I eat.
This results in one either being unthrifty or spending money lavishly when around others.
As a result, the rumors about me turned me into that greedy fat girl.
When Xiao Zhao thought about this, he got a little angry. I eat my own food, what's wrong with that?
And I didn't do anything.
I was transferred here because I couldn't stand Dr. Yang's approach. After having a quarrel with Dr. Yang, I was transferred here.
But since she was transferred here, she has been careful to control her temper, but people still nag her about this, and she can't understand why.
After Shen Jiaren heard Xiao Zhao talk for a long time and then stopped talking, she raised her head and looked at Xiao Zhao to see what happened. As a result, she saw Xiao Zhao's facial expressions changing.
Shen Jiaren asked curiously, "What's wrong with you? Why do you look like that? You don't even want to eat?"
Didn’t you say to eat it while it’s hot?
Is your vermicelli delicious? "
After hearing what Shen Jiaren said, Nurse Xiao Zhao looked at Shen Jiaren and thought that this educated youth Shen was really a nice person. Not only did he not dislike her for eating too much, he also did not think she talked too much.
"I just thought about how many people said that I eat too much, don't know how to manage the household frugally, and have a bad temper.
Since we met, you have never said that I have a bad temper. "
Shen Jiaren chuckled twice and said nothing more. After all, when she was in the hospital, she had thought that this girl might be mentally ill and she should stay away from her, otherwise who knows what kind of trouble she would get into.
But who would have thought that I would become her colleague now. Although there is still some alienation, at least there is someone like her who loves to talk, so there should be no shortage of news and gossip. I just have to be careful not to reveal too much information about myself.
Seeing that Shen Jiaren didn't say anything, Nurse Xiao Zhao continued, "I know I talk a lot, and I also know that I have a bad temper, but everyone has their own personality problems. Why do others think my personality problems are such a big problem?"
Although Shen Jiaren didn't want to answer, she thought about the help they had given her and said, "It doesn't matter if you have personality problems.
Because everyone is different, their personalities are also different.
However, having a bad temper is not an excuse for hurting others.
If there are things you don’t like or things you can’t stand, there is no need to point them out to others’ faces.
In other words, if someone says something to you, you don't have to turn around and tell another person.
This not only hurts you, but also hurts the people who believed in you at the time."
When Nurse Xiao Zhao heard what Shen Jiaren said, she thought for a while and then continued to eat.
Shen Jiaren watched the other person concentrate on eating, thinking that the topic was over, but she didn't expect to see the other person twitching, probably crying.
Shen Jiaren sighed and said, "Don't cry, there is nothing worth crying about.
Is it because the food is not fragrant enough, or because there are not enough things to do? "
Xiao Zhao didn't understand this sentence and looked up at Shen Jiaren.
Shen Jiaren looked at the tearful Nurse Xiao Zhao and couldn't help but sigh deeply again, "Okay, stop crying, eat first, and we'll talk after dinner."
Nurse Xiao Zhao nodded and quickened her eating pace.
Seeing this, Shen Jiaren also quickened her eating pace, because she felt that she could not avoid the after-meal conversation.
After the two finished their meal, Xiao Zhao took Shen Jiaren to her dormitory, a single dormitory.
After Shen Jiaren entered Nurse Xiao Zhao's dormitory, before she had time to look around, she heard Nurse Xiao Zhao say to her, "Sit there."
As soon as Shen Jiaren sat down, she heard Nurse Xiao Zhao say in a choked voice, "You don't know, I've been having a really hard time during this period.
Not only was I transferred from the inpatient department to the warehouse, but now all the rumors are following me.
They said that I got into the hospital through the back door, and that because of my relatives, I could act so arrogantly.
They said that I ate and drank excessively all day long and was not worthy of being a descendant of martyrs.
He also said that my ideological level was not high and that I had no ideological awareness for the Party or the people.
Anyway, whatever unpleasant words are said, they are attributed to me. There are even some words that I cannot express myself and I can only endure silently.
I'm almost suffocating.
There was a doctor named Yang before. We didn’t deal with each other often, but we made such a fuss about this.
Now I have been transferred here. Doctor Yang is no longer here. Instead, an apprentice named Xiao Han has come. I have just discovered that compared to Doctor Yang, apprentice Xiao Han is the real deal. If you talk to her with reason, she will throw a tantrum at you. If you throw a tantrum at her, she will talk to you with reason.
Anyway, when I'm in conflict with her, I'm always wrong. The key is that I can't win the argument or the scolding.
People always find ways to find fault with me and judge me, which makes my life extremely difficult now.
If it weren’t for my uncle and my brother believing in me and saying I wasn’t that kind of person, I would probably be sent to the bullpen or sent to the movement now.”
After saying this, Nurse Xiao Zhao started crying loudly.
When Shen Jiaren saw Nurse Xiao Zhao finish speaking, she burst into tears and didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
You're kidding me, the person who looked so arrogant and could make the doctor angry, now feels so aggrieved that she burst into tears after catching a person she only met twice. Comparing the time when they first met and now, I feel that Nurse Xiao Zhao is really aggrieved.
You said you could cry, and you could be protected and transferred to this warehouse, which only has four or five people. At least you have the intention to protect him. Moreover, this place is a single dormitory. Judging from the layout of the environment, it doesn't look like someone who lives in poverty. Considering the meal just now, this is really a situation where you don't have to worry about food and drink, but you are mentally frustrated.
Shen Jiaren didn't know how to comfort her and could only wait for her to finish crying.
To be honest, Shen Jiaren really didn't know how to comfort her. You said that she was short of money, but didn't you see that she was suffering from food, clothing and shelter? You said that she was mentally deficient, but every time they met, she was like a little sun, always warming people, although this sun was a little scorching the next second.
Nurse Xiao Zhao cried for a long time. Seeing that Shen Jiaren did not comfort her, she was no longer so sad and aggrieved. So she asked, "Why don't you comfort me?"
Shen Jiaren replied, "I don't know how to comfort you."
"How come you don't know how to comfort me? Just comfort me normally. When I cried before, others would comfort me."
"When you cried before, others comforted you. Why don't you cry in front of the people who comforted you before and let them continue to comfort you? Why do you cry in front of me?"
Nurse Xiao Zhao said embarrassedly, “Now they ignore me.
No matter how I talk to others, they ignore me and stay away from me.
Fortunately you came, otherwise I would have been alone all the time."
Shen Jiaren sighed silently and said, "My coming here won't change your status of being alone. I prefer to be alone.
And so many people ignore you, have you ever thought about why? "
"I thought about it, but Jiang Rong told me that they were just jealous of me and told me not to take it to heart. So after being curious once or twice, I stopped being curious."
When Shen Jiaren heard what Nurse Xiao Zhao said, she thought, Hmm? Jiang Rong, is this a best friend? Is this an enemy friend?
"Jiang Rong? Your friend?"
"Yes, she's my best friend in this hospital. I tell her everything."
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