0p0 Chapter 223: Lord Cangmo's Love
Chapter 223: Lord Cangmo's Love
Luo Ying held her head in her hands, and the memories of being ruthlessly rejected and humiliated by Hua Yuchen again and again flooded into her mind like a tide. She recalled his extremely cruel words, which were like a sharp blade ruthlessly cutting through the remaining fantasies and longings in her heart. "Let her go!" His voice was full of determination and disgust, "I never want to see her again!" Every word was like a needle piercing her heart, completely breaking down her inner defenses.
"What else can I say to her? I feel sick just by looking at her!"
"Don't worry, I won't destroy myself because of someone who betrayed me!"
Luo Ying's heart seemed to be cut mercilessly by a sharp blade. She squatted down, tears pouring out like a flood, her voice trembling with despair: "I don't know... I don't know... why am I like this! Why can't I get out of this? I was hurt by him and I am completely bruised and battered. I no longer have any illusions about him.
I feel like I have given up. I feel like I am ready to enter into a second relationship to dilute the hurt he has caused me. Why can he still control my heart and make me unable to make up my mind to love someone else? "
Luo Ying looked at Lord Cangmo with a tearful face: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. You waited for me for ten million years, and your deep affection moved me deeply and I couldn't resist it. I thought I had convinced myself to accept your love, but I found that I couldn't do it. I couldn't completely erase him from my consciousness."
Lord Cangmo used his mind reading to see Hua Yuchen's humiliation of her. He hugged Luo Ying tightly in his arms with a heartache and said tremblingly: "Why are you so stupid! He hurt you so deeply, leaving you bruised and battered. Why are you still unwilling to give up on him? I am willing to wait for you, until you completely let go of him, and then love me well and only love me, okay?"
Luo Ying's face was full of tears. She looked at Lord Cangmo and cried bitterly, "I'm afraid... I'm afraid... I'm afraid that I can't let him go, I'm afraid that I can't completely forget him, and I'm even more afraid that my hesitation will hurt you. Before I've completely moved on, I shouldn't have chosen to love again."
Lord Cangmo felt as if his heart was pierced by thousands of swords. He grabbed Luo Ying's arms and said uncontrollably, "The person you should have loved was me, but he took you away before me! He is the third person between us! Now that you know the truth, why are you still unwilling to accept my love?
Besides, it's over between you. Your past is the past! Since you have no future, why do you want to trap yourself in this meaningless past? Why are you unwilling to come out and give me a chance to love you? Why can't you let yourself go? Why do you have to make things difficult for yourself for someone who no longer loves you. "
Lord Cangmo's words, "Why do you have to embarrass yourself for someone who no longer loves you?" deeply hurt Luo Ying's heart. She was extremely heartbroken and said heartbreakingly, "No matter if he still loves me now or not, I have loved him before, and I loved him very much, to the point of forgetting myself, to the point of being unforgettable, and to the point of being powerless.
Such a deep love can never be erased in this life. If I hadn't fallen in love with him first, even if there was no emotional bond of ten million years between us, I would have fallen in love with you without hesitation during our time together these few days!"
Lord Cangmo excitedly embraced her in his arms, his voice trembling slightly, with endless regret and deep affection, he choked and said: "Why didn't you meet me first? Why can't you love me like you love him? If I were him, I would never bear to make you sad, and I would never push you to others and give others the opportunity to fall in love with you.
I believe that time can dilute all your past. When I help you collect the other artifacts, you will marry me, be my wife, and come back to Wangyou Palace with me, okay?"
Luo Ying fell into a deep abyss of silence. Lord Cangmo's words were like a gust of cold wind, instantly awakening her memory of the oath she had made to Feng Yequn. At this moment, she stood at a crossroads of choice, with many contradictions in her heart, as if she was tightly bound by invisible ropes.
She no longer dared to make any promises to anyone easily. She was afraid that the promise would become a shackle that bound her and make her lose herself in endless struggle. She was afraid of falling into that dilemma again, and the pain of being unable to make a decision made her feel suffocated.
On the morning of the second day, Lord Cangmo took Luo Ying to the beach to learn new skills. He concentrated his spiritual power in his palm, and gradually, a dazzling crystal ball quietly emerged in his palm. This crystal ball was like a pure dewdrop, crystal clear, shining with charming light.
Lord Cangmo gently placed the crystal ball in Luo Ying's palm, his eyes filled with deep attachment to her. He gently said to Luo Ying: "This is the water-avoiding divine bead. With it, you can walk freely in the deep sea as if you were on land."
Lord Cangmo took off his jasmine flower token and hung it around her waist, and told her, "There is only one water-repellent bead. I can't go to the deep sea with you. You must carry this jasmine flower token with you. I can know your safety at any time."
Luo Ying held the Jasmine Flower Card and asked in surprise: "Master, are you the Jasmine Flower God?"
Lord Cangmo touched her head and said, "Yes! I am the God of Beginning of Autumn and also the God of Jasmine."
Luo Ying asked in confusion: "You are already a deity, why do you also serve as the god of solar terms and flowers?"
Lord Cangmo smiled and said, "The original Liqiu Flower God and Jasmine Flower God were my good friends. They left due to some changes, so I will take their place for a while."
Luo Ying asked curiously: "Master, can you tell me briefly about the Beginning of Autumn solar term?"
Cangmo God smiled and began to explain: "The Beginning of Autumn is the thirteenth solar term among the twenty-four solar terms, the first solar term of autumn, generally between August 8 and 7 of the Gregorian calendar each year. The Beginning of Autumn represents that half of the year has passed. The Beginning of Autumn is the beginning of the season change, but it does not mean the end of the heat. The real end of the heat will be after the end of summer. The Beginning of Autumn is also the turning point of rainfall and humidity. The climate transitions from the rainy and humid summer to the dry autumn with little rain."
Luo Ying asked curiously: "Are there any customs for the beginning of autumn?"
Cangmo God answered seriously: "At the beginning of autumn, there is a custom of eating autumn melons to prevent autumn dryness. There is also a saying that putting on weight in autumn will make you healthy when winter passes and spring comes."
Lord Cangmo paused for a moment and asked Luo Ying, "Do you have anything else you want to ask?"
Luo Ying thought for a moment and asked, "What is the language of jasmine?"
Lord Cangmo suddenly held Luo Ying's arms tightly, his eyes revealing an unprecedented seriousness and affection. He slowly spoke in a low and gentle voice: "The flower language of jasmine is... to support each other and never separate."
Luo Ying was deeply shocked by this sudden confession. She felt the passion and persistence in his eyes, and she couldn't help but feel an inexplicable pain in her heart. Facing his affectionate gaze, she didn't know how to respond to this deep affection, so she hurriedly avoided his sight, trying to hide her inner panic.
Cang Moshen gently turned Luo Ying's face towards him, so that she could not escape his gaze. He said to her seriously, "If you are in danger, I will freeze the North Sea to save you immediately."
Luo Ying's face showed an undisguised surprise, and she blurted out: "The North Sea is frozen? What about the creatures in the sea?"
Lord Cangmo gazed at her affectionately. He gently stroked Luo Ying's face, and his tone revealed a kind of determination: "It has really come to the most critical moment. For you, I can't care so much."
A warm current quietly spread in Luo Ying's heart. She was deeply moved by the deep love of Lord Cangmo. Her eyes were involuntarily immersed in his affectionate eyes, as if she was deeply attracted to him and lost herself.
However, after this brief silence, Lord Cangmo suddenly changed the subject, his tone became serious and earnest: "There is one more important thing."
Luo Ying couldn't help but ask in astonishment: "What?"
Lord Cangmo warned in a serious tone: "When you meet Lord Kunpeng, don't let him know that you are Yingluo."
Luo Ying was filled with curiosity and asked puzzledly: "Why is it Kunpeng Divine Monarch? Isn't he a divine beast?"
Lord Cangmo gently stroked Luo Ying's head, his tone revealing some deep meaning: "Kunpeng is transformed from a strand of the soul of the ancestor Hunkun, so unlike other mythical beasts, he is also a god and can freely transform into a human form. Even if I fight him, it won't be so easy to win. And his personality is even more indifferent than mine, so you must be careful when you meet him, and it is better to outsmart him."
Luo Ying nodded, then scratched his head in confusion, and asked with a puzzled tone: "Oh! Oh! He is just a wisp of Master Hunkun's soul and he is so powerful, then who is Master Hunkun?"
When the name of Patriarch Hunkun was mentioned, Lord Cangmo's heart ached involuntarily, as if he was brought back to the thrilling battle of the century ten million years ago. Every detail of that battle was vivid in his mind, as clear as if it happened yesterday.