Bravely enter the heavens and become a god

Chapter 184 Xiang Yuandai's Confession

Xiang Yuandai gazed at Luo Ying affectionately, and every word seemed to be squeezed out from the bottom of his heart. He said slowly: "She was the one who pushed me into the abyss and completely destroyed me, but you are different. You are the one who saved me from the abyss."

With tears in his eyes, he said to her affectionately, "Didn't you tell me that a good partner will be a ray of light in life, while the wrong person will extinguish all the light. The wrong person will drag you from heaven to hell, while the right person will save you from hell and bring you back to heaven. Gradually, you will find that a good lover can alleviate half of the suffering in life. Why can't I get your love?"

Luo Ying was stunned by his sudden confession, as if time had stopped at this moment, and she even forgot the rhythm of her breathing. Xiang Yuandai held her tightly in his arms, and his voice was low and affectionate, whispering in her ears: "How I wish that the person I met in my innocent youth was you. How I wish I could give up everything for you, and be willing to have your heart, stay with you until old age, and love you wholeheartedly."

He said to Luo Ying tenderly: "I wish we could find a place to live in seclusion, so I don't have to worry about you taking risks all day long. You just stay by my side and I will cook delicious food for you every day. We can live freely and be a couple like gods..."

When Luo Ying heard this, she was as if poured with cold water, and instantly woke up from the chaos. She pushed Xiang Yuandai away, tears welling up in her eyes, and shouted at him in a trembling and collapsed voice: "This is an impossible dream! Brother Yuandai, wake up, don't sink into a fruitless relationship. I finally rescued you from the abyss, and finally pulled you back from hell to heaven. You must learn to cherish yourself and love yourself well."

Xiang Yuandai looked at her, his eyes full of helplessness and sadness. He whispered weakly: "If you are not in my life, how can I return to heaven from hell?"

Luo Ying was driven to despair by his deep obsession. In desperation, she blurted out painfully: "Then I can't push Brother Yuchen into the abyss just to save you! You have experienced the feeling of being betrayed by the person you love the most and being pushed into the abyss..."

Luo Ying watched as Xiang Yuandai's eyes changed from lost to desperate, and finally became empty and numb, with no desire to live. His change in expression made her heart ache, and she knew that her words had undoubtedly pierced his heart like a sharp blade. She hurriedly explained: "I... I didn't mean that!"

Xiang Yuandai lowered his eyes helplessly, his voice carrying a hint of sadness: "I understand... I was the one who interfered with your relationship. I am the third party in your relationship. A monster like me covered in scars is not worthy of you at all."

His words were like a knife, piercing deeply into Luo Ying's soft heart, making her feel heartbroken. She was at a loss, not knowing how to comfort his wounded heart. She stepped forward and hugged him tightly, hoping to pass on energy through the hug and warm his wounded heart. Luo Ying choked up and said, "Brother Yuandai, you have become so good, don't be discouraged, you will definitely find someone who loves you wholeheartedly, and only loves you, give others a chance to love you, okay?"

Xiang Yuandai gazed at Luo Ying affectionately, reached out his hand and gently stroked her cheek, and said softly: "Then give me a chance to love you. I don't need your return, I don't need your promise, and I don't need results. I just want to stay by your side quietly."

Luo Ying let go of him, turned his back, sighed and said, "Why are you so stubborn? I hope time can change your obsession with me!"

The next morning, Xiao Qingxiu and Shao Hanyue came to Luo Ying's tent. Shao Hanyue looked for Xiang Yuandai and asked gossipingly, "Today is unprecedented. Where is His Royal Highness Prince Yu?"

Xiao Qingxiu also responded and said, "Yes! I just passed by Sister Sumei's tent and didn't see her!"

Luo Ying coughed lightly, interrupting their gossip, and said, "Can you two stop gossiping? They have been lovers for many years. Now give them more space to cultivate their relationship and stop joining in the fun, okay?"

Shao Hanyue smiled mysteriously at Luo Ying and said, "Your Highness Prince Yu, are you willing to let my sister go?"

Luo Ying rolled her eyes and said, "There's no chance for him and I to be together. Wouldn't it be better if he could let it go?"

Shao Hanyue covered her mouth and laughed.

In a corner of the military camp, He Sumei blocked Xiang Yuandai's way to the commander's camp. She stared at Xiang Yuandai, her eyes flashing with complex and fiery emotions, and called out with a trembling voice: "Brother Yuandai...how have you been these years?"

Xiang Yuandai turned around, a carefree and confident smile on his face, and he responded calmly: "Very good!"

He Sumei took a deep breath, as if she mustered up her courage, and continued, "The letter I wrote to you before..." Her voice gradually lowered, as if she was recalling the dusty past.

Xiang Yuandai shook his head gently, a look of relief on his face. He said lightly: "It's all in the past. I've let it go!"

He Sumei's eyes flashed with disappointment when she heard this, but she did not give up. Instead, she looked at Xiang Yuandai more affectionately, with a bit of sadness in her voice: "Brother Yuandai, I know I hurt you deeply back then. There is a big misunderstanding here..."

Xiang Yuandai gently smoothed the wrinkles on his sleeves, looking nonchalant, and said calmly: "I already know."

He Sumei was stunned and asked in disbelief: "You... know?"

Xiang Yuandai raised his eyes slightly, glanced at her, and continued to adjust his sleeves as if nothing had happened, saying lightly: "Luo Ying told me everything!"

He Sumei suddenly felt embarrassed. She stammered, "Oh...then, then you..."

Xiang Yuandai shook her sleeves lightly, as if to shake off the dust of the past. She said calmly: "Things have changed and people have changed. What's the point of talking about the past now?"

He Sumei's heart seemed to be suddenly emptied by an invisible force. She staggered a step and asked with a trembling voice: "Then... is there really no possibility for us to start over?"

Xiang Yuandai flicked his sleeves, looked at her firmly, and said solemnly: "It's impossible, because... I already have someone I love!"

After saying that, she turned around and strode away, leaving He Sumei standing there alone, her face filled with melancholy and sadness.

Xiang Yuandai walked into the camp and saw them all looking at him strangely, and then looked behind him. Feeling this unusual atmosphere, Xiang Yuandai couldn't help but raise his voice and asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?"

Shao Hanyue couldn't hold back her curiosity and asked tentatively, "Um... Sister Su Mei, isn't she with you?"

Xiang Yuandai glanced at her lightly and asked calmly, "Why should I be with her?"

Shao Hanyue looked at Luo Ying and continued to ask hesitantly: "It's not...that..."

Luo Ying coughed lightly, interrupting Shao Hanyue's questioning, and said reprimandingly: "You are nosy! Does Prince Yu still need to tell you about his whereabouts?"

Hearing Luo Ying say this, Xiang Yuandai seemed a little uneasy. He hurriedly explained his whereabouts, fearing that Luo Ying would have any misunderstandings: "I just ran into her on the road, but I have already explained everything to her..."

The three of them all looked puzzled when they heard this, and asked in unison, "What did you explain?"

Xiang Yuandai gazed at Luo Ying affectionately, with a hint of determination in his voice: "I told her that I already have someone I love! There is no possibility for me to be with her!"

Luo Ying coughed a few times because of his sudden words. She tried to calm herself down and asked in a questioning tone: "Are you so direct? Aren't you afraid of hurting her feelings?"

Xiang Yuandai looked at Luo Ying, a complex emotion flashed in his eyes. He suppressed his inner fluctuations and said, "Didn't you reject me directly like this, without caring whether I would be sad or not?"

Luo Ying was speechless for a long time after hearing his words, and an inexplicable feeling welled up in his heart.

At this time, General You stepped into the tent and immediately locked his eyes on Xiang Yuandai. He raised a sarcastic smile and said in a sarcastic tone, "Hey, isn't this His Royal Highness Prince Yu? Usually he lingers among the flowers and enjoys the pleasures of the world. How come he suddenly has the leisure time to come to this wasteland to suffer!"

Xiang Yuandai glanced at him with a look of deep disdain. He sneered and replied indifferently: "You are just a small general, and you dare to meddle in my affairs. Aren't you meddling too much?"