Chapter 465 Suicide
Chapter 465 Suicide
But in this situation, Zhou Jingyan could more or less feel Nan Sheng's depression.
It was probably what happened with Lu Shiyan before.
Zhou Jingyan's eyes darkened slightly.
But Nan Sheng didn't say anything, and Zhou Jingyan didn't interfere.
"Then you should go to bed early. You still have to accompany your mother to Xiangshan Temple to burn incense tomorrow." Zhou Jingyan said lightly.
"Okay." Nan Sheng's voice was full of fatigue.
Zhou Jingyan stood there, but did not leave immediately.
Suddenly, the air became silent.
Nan Sheng heard no movement outside, so she just curled up by the floor-to-ceiling window.
Outside are the roses that have entered dormancy, still bare with snowflakes.
Nan Sheng stared at it intently, his eyes completely distracted.
But the more this happened, the more Nan Sheng couldn't control her hands.
The pad was opened, and he was subconsciously looking for news about Jiang Zhihui.
Only in this way could Nan Sheng see Song Xiao in the reporter's camera.
Nan Sheng felt that she was sick.
Song Xiao left resolutely because she was struggling to get out of this relationship.
Even getting deeper and deeper.
The app will push any news that Nan Sheng doesn’t want to know to her as soon as possible.
Just like now——
Nan Sheng stared at the message pushed on her phone pad, which was about Jiang Zhihui.
Nan Sheng also recognized the person who spoke. It was Jiang Zhihui's agent Xu Jiayi.
Xu Jiayi publicly revealed Jiang Zhihui's schedule after being discharged from the hospital.
She did not hide the news that Jiang Zhihui was going to Switzerland for recuperation, which had been mentioned by the media before.
But this time, Xu Jiayi clearly told everyone that Jiang Zhihui returned to Europe with Song Xiao and Jiang Yue.
Song Xiao and Jiang Yue will complete their wedding in Europe.
When Xu Jiayi talked about this, she smiled happily, the joy of having a happy event in the family.
In her hand she held the wedding photo of Song Xiao and Jiang Yue.
Although Nan Sheng did not see the two in the media photos, their wedding photos were clearly visible.
Nan Sheng calmed down and looked for a long time.
Song Xiao was smiling in the photo, and Jiang Yue was leaning against him, the joy in her eyes was obvious.
But to Nan Sheng, such joy seemed like a mockery.
Nan Sheng didn't say anything, and became even quieter.
She thought she could remain calm, but Nan Sheng knew that when she really saw it, she couldn't remain calm.
In the end, Nan Sheng felt even more frustrated about herself.
The feeling of suffocation became more and more obvious.
She quickly closed the pad.
She thought about her previous life, when Song Xiao only gave up on her after she married Lu Shiyan.
Suddenly, Nan Sheng could understand how Song Xiao felt in his previous life.
She thought that after Song Xiao and Jiang Yue got married, she would really have no room or space for herself.
Jiang Yue won't let go.
Song Xiao is a responsible person and would not do anything extramarital.
Even Nan Sheng made it clear that Jiang Yue was not pregnant and was deceiving Song Xiao.
But Song Xiao is still determined to be with Jiang Yue.
Thinking of this, Nan Sheng lowered his brows.
Nothing that happened before had made Nan Sheng cry out loud, but in this situation, Nan Sheng couldn't hold back.
Tears fell to the ground.
The feeling of despair became more and more obvious.
Nan Sheng's hands tightly curled up her legs.
Because of the excessive force, the skin was pinched red.
For a moment, Nan Sheng thought about dying.
Nan Sheng even stood up and walked towards the fruit knife step by step.
Before, Nan Sheng threatened Lu Shiyan, but now she has an additional thought of not wanting to live.
Her hand grasped the handle of the fruit knife, and the tip of the knife fell on her wrist.
If she simply cut her aorta, she would no longer exist the next morning.
This idea is becoming more and more obvious.
Nan Sheng actually did so.
Just as the tip of the knife had slightly scratched Nan Sheng's wrist, the knock on the door was heard again.
"Nan Sheng." Zhou Jingyan's figure came.
Nan Sheng seemed to come back to his senses at the sound and broke out in a cold sweat.
"Open the door, the housekeeper made you a midnight snack. Since you didn't eat anything at night, you can eat a little or more." Zhou Jingyan's voice was ordinary and very dull.
"Brother..." Nan Sheng spoke with difficulty.
But the fruit knife had been put down.
What does it matter if she dies?
Will the loved ones be sad and the enemies be happy?
But Nan Sheng didn't know if she could hold on until the end of her life.
"Open the door, Nan Sheng." Zhou Jingyan was very persistent this time.
Nan Sheng responded with an "OK" and then calmly walked towards the door.
After opening the door, Nan Sheng saw Zhou Jingyan standing in front of her with a plate in his hand.
"Tomato and egg noodles, your favorite." Zhou Jingyan said lightly.
Nan Sheng hummed.
Perhaps because she didn't want to make Zhou Jingyan worry, Nan Sheng didn't refuse.
Nan Sheng gave way, and Zhou Jingyan stayed in the house with Nan Sheng.
He noticed the wound on Nan Sheng's wrist, which was very shallow.
But Zhou Jingyan didn't expose it. He pulled out a stool and chatted with Nan Sheng.
It was irrelevant, and Lu Shiyan or Song Xiao were never mentioned.
"Are you still getting used to the capital? Feel free to tell me if you need anything."
"it is good."
"You should wear more clothes when you go to Xiangshan Temple tomorrow. It will snow heavily. The capital hasn't seen heavy snow on the first day of the Lunar New Year in many years. I think there will be a lot of people going to Xiangshan Temple to take pictures."
"Ah."
"The Forbidden City looks beautiful even in the snow. If you want to go, I can have someone accompany you."
"it is good."
……
No matter what Zhou Jingyan asked, Nan Sheng answered quietly.
But during the conversation with Zhou Jingyan, Nan Sheng gradually calmed down.
She knew that her every move could not escape Zhou Jingyan's eyes.
Zhou Jingyan is an extremely smart and cautious person, and he also knows that in this situation, he never mentioned these things.
He was in Nan Sheng's room, chatting with her.
Nan Sheng only ate a few mouthfuls of noodles because she really couldn't eat any more.
Zhou Jingyan didn't force it.
He looked down at the time on his watch and saw that it was already past 2 a.m.
"Go to sleep." Zhou Jingyan said lightly.
Nan Sheng nodded, she was really a little sleepy.
Zhou Jingyan didn't stay in the room for long and turned to leave.
After Zhou Jingyan left, Nan Sheng took a calm shower.
It was to wash away all of Lu Shiyan's aura.
The drowsy feeling became more and more obvious.
When she returned to bed, Nan Sheng fell asleep immediately.
Zhou Jingyan stood outside Nan Sheng's door for a while, without saying a word.
The noodles have been taken out and processed by Zhou Jingyan.
There were sleeping pills in the noodles.
So it is normal for Nan Sheng to feel sleepy. At least there will be no accidents tonight.
"Find someone to watch over the young lady." Zhou Jingyan ordered the butler in a low voice, "Keep him on duty 24 hours a day. I don't want to hear any bad news about the young lady."
"I understand." The butler responded.
This means that there is always someone guarding Nan Sheng's door and can hear what is happening inside.
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