Love Letters

Chapter 220 Your Coming Is Not Meaningless

After Xu Mobai discovered that He Miao was missing, he immediately went to find Chen Fangfang and asked for leave for her.

He first ran to He Ji Tofu Shop and saw Zhang Meili was the only one sitting in the hall in a daze.

He hesitated a little, but went in anyway.

After learning the facts, he began to look for He Miao along the streets.

Finally I saw her on the roadside some distance away.

By this time, the sky had darkened considerably and the figures were somewhat indistinguishable.

The girl hugged her knees and sat quietly in the corner.

She held her head with her arms, and only the back of her round head could be seen.

"What seed?"

Xu Mobai squatted in front of He Miao, his tone somewhat worried.

"Why are you here?"

He Miao raised his head in a daze and saw that it was Xu Mobai. He maintained his previous posture and fell asleep peacefully.

However, Xu Mobai did not give her this opportunity, especially after touching her wet clothes.

"Let's go home and take a shower, change clothes, and then go to bed, okay?"

He Miao didn't say anything, just pushed him away and returned to his previous position.

He came closer and she moved away.

He moved her again, and she pushed him away again...

She curled up into a ball and ignored everyone.

Looking at He Miao's angry look, Xu Mobai felt helpless and at a loss.

He knew that this exam was her most serious one.

Especially in mathematics, she was able to solve several very difficult questions.

These are not things that can be achieved by relying on luck, character or anything else.

She has indeed made a lot of progress.

In addition to the exam's own foundation, various factors are also very important.

It is obvious that He Miao suffered from unreasonable time management and excessive carelessness in this exam.

One failure cannot erase her efforts, and he definitely is not praising her against his conscience out of favoritism.

Seeing that she was still maintaining the same posture, burying her head in her arms and remaining silent, she looked like a coward and a rebellious, angry cat.

Xu Mobai simply sat next to her and stared at the whorl of her hair, without saying anything or touching her, just accompanying her silently.

At any other time, He Miao would definitely lose her temper, but she was really not in the mood at the moment.

I was already very sad that I didn't deserve my efforts in this exam, but Xu Mobai said such hurtful words.

And Zhang Meili, is she her biological daughter?

From childhood to adulthood, no matter what she did, she always seemed unsatisfied and demanded more from her...

If she does poorly on the exam, Zhang Meili will think she is stupid.

Even though she performed well in the exams, Zhang Meili would say she was still far from passing.

If she passes the exam, Zhang Meili will say she is lucky.

Neighbors praised her for her intelligence, but Zhang Meili would blame her and say she was lazy...

Although I know she was doing it for her own good, what she said was indeed hurtful.

Once or twice, He Miao would think she was just being tough on the outside, but after too many times, her iron heart could no longer bear it.

The more He Miao thought about it, the angrier she became, and the more she wanted to cry...

After a while, her shoulders trembled slightly, as if she was crying.

Xu Mobai also noticed the movement on her side and was startled.

"Miao Miao?"

"Don't worry about it."

He Miao finally raised her head and looked in his direction. She spoke in a muffled voice, feeling aggrieved and angry.

She was also angry with Xu Mobai.

Thinking of what he said to her this morning, she didn't want to pay any attention to him.

"Don't bother with people like me who can't understand the questions."

He Miao was so angry that his face turned red and he spoke with a hiss.

Hearing this, Xu Mobai knew why she was angry with him alone.

"There's water where you're sitting, come closer."

He patiently coaxed her.

"I like to sit in a wet place, it helps me cool down."

He Miao supported his upper body with his arms, his eyes lowered as he stared at the small puddle on the ground.

Her eyes were sparkling with tears as big as beans, ready to fall.

The glow after the rain is extremely gentle, and the street lights have already come on.

Faint rays of light fell on the girl, creating a halo.

She has fair skin and a slim figure, and her silhouette stands out gracefully in the afterglow of the sunset.

She was young, and her fair face was full of immaturity, but her facial features were so bright and stunning that people couldn't help but cast a few glances at her.

The wind after the rain is soft and gentle.

The evening breeze blew gently, ruffling the hair by her ears and she lowered her head slightly.

"Sorry, it is my fault."

Xu Mobai said in an almost coaxing tone, "But I definitely don't mean to look down on you. You have tried very hard this time."

He Miao also knew that Xu Mobai was innocent, and was very clear that he wanted to seek some positive comments.

"Don't bother with me. I know what's going on."

She is now very clear-headed, and no words of comfort can help her.

"Xu Mobai."

"Ah."

“My grades are beyond help.”

He Miao stepped on the puddle in front of him in a self-deprecating manner and said nonchalantly, "I'm sorry to waste so much of your time teaching me."

“I don’t feel delayed…”

"I'm really tired."

He Miao suddenly interrupted him, "I can't hold on any longer."

Because someone cared about him, He Miao couldn't help but vent his grievances.

"I told you, I was reborn to change my fate. Now it seems like it was just a foolish dream."

"If I had known it would be so hard and nothing would change, I would have never been reborn. I would have just fallen into eternal sleep and put an end to it all..."

"Take that back!"

Xu Mobai suddenly said sternly, sounding angry and scared.

Hearing this, He Miao clenched her fingers in her sleeves slightly, but she felt an uncontrollable sense of suffocation in her heart.

"It's already been said, and I can't take it back."

"He Miao!"

He Miao doesn't have the energy to argue with anyone now.

"I don't want to die, but I really can't."

She felt more and more aggrieved as she spoke, her voice gradually choking with sobs, "I don't have the strength anymore, I can't hold on any longer."

"I'm not cut out for studying. It turns out Hu Datu had foresight."

"Do you think I can still gain the upper hand if I enter now?"

Xu Mobai wiped her tears and coaxed her, "Can you hold on a little longer? It's been so long, and running away now will undoubtedly be a waste of effort."

"Just think of it as for me, so that I can live well?"

A low sound came from his nasal cavity.

His expression remained calm and he looked a bit serious.

"It's not that I don't want to live, it's that God wants to kill me!"

As she spoke, He Miao couldn't help sobbing again, "You've more or less heard about the results of the past few days. I can't learn these at all."

Seeing her crying cautiously, she spoke intermittently while wiping her tears.

Xu Mobai's heart tightened, and he pulled the person into his arms, "It's not like that, your coming has never been meaningless."