Dr. Su, let's have a love affair

Chapter 163 I’m Sorry, I Mistook You for Her

"I've washed it, you go and wash it."

"it is good."

Seeing that Ye Zisan had deliberately worn a somewhat sexy nightgown tonight, Gu Jingzhou naturally guessed what she wanted him to do with her tonight.

He felt quite uncomfortable.

She immediately took her pajamas to the bathroom and washed for a long time before coming out slowly.

Ye Zisan had turned off the lights in the room, leaving only a small bedside lamp on his side. The light was dim and a little ambiguous.

When Gu Jingzhou sat down on the edge of the bed in embarrassment, Ye Zisan blushed slightly and said, "The light is a bit glaring, turn it off."

"okay."

After turning off the bedside lamp, Gu Jingzhou gently lifted the quilt and lay down politely. The room then became dark and silent.

The two of them lay there quietly and nervously for a while without saying a word.

In the end, it was Ye Zishan who broke the awkward silence. She moved slightly towards Gu Jingzhou and called out softly, "Jingzhou."

"Ok?"

"Just... hold me, okay?"

"……it is good."

Ye Zisan's words revealed a mixture of respect and nervous probing and inquiry. Gu Jingzhou was stunned for a moment, unable to muster up the courage to refuse, and then agreed to her.

Then he turned sideways, gently extended a hand over, and lightly embraced her waist.

Ye Zisan then turned sideways to face him, and stretched out a hand, gently placing it on his waist.

Although they had physical contact with each other, the hug was not intimate enough.

There is still some distance in between.

But for them, it was a successful test and a good start.

The two of them were facing each other, and the room was so quiet that they could hear each other's nervous and anxious breathing.

Gu Jingzhou has never kissed any woman except Su Xiaoxiao.

He knew that Ye Zisan was waiting for him to kiss her, but after closing his eyes and thinking for a while, he still felt a little reluctant.

While he was secretly plotting and struggling internally, Ye Zisan suddenly moved her face closer to him and hugged him tighter.

Then, she took the initiative to press her lips against his.

Gu Jingzhou opened his eyes in shock and his body stiffened for a moment.

Maybe it was because he had just taken a shower and the pleasant scent of shower gel still lingered on his body, or maybe it was because he was a gentleman, handsome, and her legal husband.

Maybe it was because she really didn't want to lose her marriage before she had tried her best.

I concluded that I would never be happy in this life.

The right time, place and people, combined with various factors to create the right atmosphere, made Ye Zisan's body not feel any rejection towards Gu Jingzhou at this moment.

Her lips, like those of a little animal, kissed Gu Jingzhou's lips slowly and gently.

Gu Jingzhou was stunned, his mind in a mess. He didn't push her away for a moment, but he didn't respond to her either. He just let her kiss him.

Ye Zisan thought he was too nervous and didn't know what to do because he had no experience.

She blushed and became more proactive, prying open his lips with her soft tongue.

Gu Jingzhou's body suddenly felt hot.

He suddenly kissed her, his breathing heavy, and his slightly rough palms moved up to cover her delicate breasts.

Ye Zisan subconsciously hummed ambiguously.

After the two kissed passionately for a few seconds, Gu Jingzhou was about to take off her outer blouse, but suddenly stopped.

Then he pushed her away.

He gasped, and with an embarrassed look on his face, he apologized to her: "I'm sorry!"

Compared to the embarrassment that surged in her heart at the moment, Ye Zisan felt more hurt.

This was the only time in her life that she mustered up so much courage and prepared herself mentally before finally letting go of all obstacles and being willing to get close to a man.

As a result, the foreplay had already begun, but was rationally interrupted by the other party.

With red eyes, she whispered, "Why? Do you dislike my past?"

"No, I didn't!" Gu Jingzhou denied decisively, "I'm not that kind of person. If I disliked you, I wouldn't have proposed to marry you in the first place."

Gu Jingzhou didn't lie.

He really never despised Ye Zisan's past. In fact, he felt pity for her for the misfortune that had happened to her in the past.

What he despised was the kind of people who indulged in depravity and made a living by selling their bodies.

Or a woman like Xia Xueer, who uses dirty tricks like drugging and threatening men to force them into submission.

"Why is that? You clearly had feelings for me just now."

"No, that's not it. I mistook you for her! I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't have hurt you by saying that, but I didn't want to lie to you, nor did I want to lie to myself..."

Gu Jingzhou's voice became lower and lower, and at this moment, his expression was very embarrassed.

In his heart, Ye Zisan is a good woman who deserves respect and kindness.

But when he responded to her just now, he couldn't help but think of the intimate scene with Su Xiaoxiao.

He couldn't have one fantasy in his head while having sex with another woman.

He felt that he had no bottom line and was shameless.

I also feel that this is an insult to Ye Zisan and unfair to her.

"Are you so concerned about her? She has long been Ji Xingyuan's woman." Ye Zisan's eyes flashed with a trace of crystal tears in the dim light.

"I know, but there are some things I really can't control. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

Seeing Gu Jingzhou apologize repeatedly, seeming to be more painful and distressed than her, Ye Zisan couldn't help but calm down.

"You didn't let me down, you let yourself down."

"Let me go see a psychiatrist with you sometime. Perhaps your mental problems are more serious than mine. I mean that seriously."

"See a psychiatrist? No, I'm not sick, I don't need to see one!"

Gu Jingzhou suddenly felt a little repulsed and a little angry.

If he had a mental problem, he would have just done it with Ye Zisan, but he controlled himself.

This just shows that he is mentally healthy and rational.

He just lost a love that had lasted for many years and a woman he thought would belong to him forever.

My body and mind have not yet fully accepted it, and it just takes time to slowly process.

"There's no shame in seeing a therapist. If you want our marriage to move forward and want to stop burdening me and our marriage with your emotional ties, then I hope you'll accept my advice and see a therapist."

"I'll give you a few days to think about it. Think about it carefully. It's getting late. I'm going to bed."

After Ye Zisan finished speaking calmly, she immediately turned sideways and faced Gu Jingzhou with her back.

She thought that she would never shed tears over love in her life, and at most would silently endure the pain of secret love that she could bear.

But after turning around, she couldn't help but let two lines of tears slide down the corners of her eyes.

These two lines of tears and the deep bitterness in her heart at this moment, she knew very well that it had nothing to do with Ji Xingyuan.

So, what exactly is marriage?

It turns out that as long as a woman still has expectations for marriage, even if it's just a little bit, she will be hurt.

She, the president of a group and a strong woman in the business world, was no exception.