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Chapter 176 Jiang Jintong Chapter 19

"It's not your fault for what happened today... I'm tired, please go."

Before Mrs. Jiang could recover from his first words, the young man ordered her to leave.

"Okay, okay, if you feel uncomfortable, just call mom, okay?"

"... ...Um."

Mrs. Jiang couldn't hide her joy on her face, she closed the door and went out.

If it were normal, the other party would never say these to her. Jiang Jintong has changed, which is a great thing and of course worth being happy about.

The young man did not rest after Mrs. Jiang left. Instead, he opened his beautiful light brown eyes and stared at the ceiling motionlessly, his thoughts gradually drifting away.

Why did Xie Luo hug him just now?

It was clearly the other party who took the initiative to hug me, but he left on his own after the lights in the room were turned on.

She seemed to have said a lot just now, but Jiang Jintong really didn't hear it clearly.

His heart beat faster and faster. Even though it had been a while since that inexplicable hug, he still hadn't completely gotten over the feeling.

Xie Luo’s hug was like a great hero coming to Jiang Jintong’s side.

At that time, Xiao Jintong, who was locked in a small dark room, perhaps needed a hug like this the most, and then the redemption to lead him to escape.

Now that regret has finally been made up by my childhood playmates.

No one knows what Jiang Jintong really wants, not even Jiang Jintong himself.

Perhaps it was because he was neglected so badly in his childhood that he would constantly hurt himself in order to gain care and attention.

He tried vainly to cover up the shadow left by his childhood, but that shadow never left. Instead, it grew bigger and bigger, even to the point where it could no longer be made up.

Because of the loss of emotion and his own unwillingness to take that step, the shadow is destined to be unable to be removed and can only ferment bigger and bigger.

But is Jiang Jintong really completely wrong?

He just wants lots and lots of attention and lots and lots of love to prove that he is loved, so that he will no longer... no longer... no longer what?

Probably because it was ignored.

Because children who cry and make noise get candy.

So over the years, he had habitually used self-mutilation to make Mrs. Jiang and Mr. Jiang feel guilty and concerned, and he had also habitually used hurting himself and going crazy to get everything he wanted.

Just as he himself said, he is hateful, but also pitiful and pathetic.

The distortion in his heart made it impossible for him to go back to the past, so he could only turn into a fire, burning his own life while scorching others.

But on such an ordinary yet extraordinary day, someone hugged him.

It was just a normal hug, just... a hug.

Jiang Jintong didn't understand what was happening to her. As soon as she closed her eyes, all that came to her mind was Xie Luo's face and the warmth that had just been conveyed by their embrace.

That temperature makes people feel at ease and also warm.

Jiang Jintong sneered at love, but never thought that one day she would be moved by an ordinary hug.

Perhaps it was because he was really too scared, so that seemingly ordinary hug seemed so precious.

In fact, how could Xie Luo, who was able to hug the other person, not appear gentle and brave?

Given Jiang Jintong’s situation at that time, probably no normal person would be so foolish as to go over to him, especially since the other party had bitten Xie Luo.

Even after being bitten, she still gave Jiang Jintong a hug to comfort her. How could that not be considered gentle?

Xie Luo is essentially a very gentle and brave person.

She is actually no different from when she was a teenager.

Maybe life has made Xie Luo a little smoother, and her enthusiasm has become duller because of various things, but she is still Xie Luo.

She was never one to shrink from anything.

If you want to do it, then do it. As long as you don't regret it, there is nothing to hesitate about.

Xie Luo is her own light, she doesn’t need anyone else to shine.

How is she not likable?

People who are brave, passionate and warm can shine wherever they are and become the one and only sun.

Perhaps Jiang Jintong liked more than just a simple hug. What he liked was Xie Luo's gentleness and warmth at that time.

That was what he had been searching for.

Jiang Jintong's personality during the day has always been much simpler than his personality at night. His time and emotions are doubled.

So he is easily irritable, but he can also be crazy about some small and beautiful things.

Xie Luo didn't have to be on night duty these few days, and Jiang Jintong had been staying in the room and didn't want to come out because of the fright and some other reasons.

He neither came out nor made it clear that he didn't want a maid to take care of him.

But only Jiang Jintong knew that the only person he didn't want to see for the time being was Xie Luo.

He didn't know how to face this kind of emotion in his heart. The feeling of being moved was too unfamiliar to him.

To put it bluntly, young people are afraid of this kind of emotion.

Emotions represent bonds. Once people have bonds, they will be afraid of losing them.

Jiang Jintong was afraid of Xie Luo's reaction after he knew her true situation, and the fear became stronger and stronger as she thought about it over the past few days.

This fear has even reached the point of affecting another personality.

A few more days passed after the beginning, and it was not until the third night that Xie Luo saw his night personality again.

The young man wore a beige cotton sweater on the upper body and a simple pair of black pants on the lower body. The pants were slightly long and even covered the young man's ankles.

After hearing the door open, he lowered his eyes slightly, suppressed the strange emotions deep in his heart, and glanced at Xie Luo inconspicuously: "Xiao Luo."

"You came."

"long time no see."

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Xie Luo closed the door and walked to his side, but suddenly met the young man's beautiful eyes.

Jiang Jintong curved his lips and showed a very gentle and friendly smile: "I heard that you have been in contact with him recently. He has a bad temper. You have been troubled."

"Ah...ah, it's okay. Actually, it's okay. It's not too hard."

The more Jiang Jintong interacted with Xie Luo, the weirder he felt. His feelings towards Xie Luo were clearly light before, but now, the moment he saw Xie Luo, his feelings suddenly increased.

This is obviously not a normal thing.

He knew himself, and this kind of emotion didn't make sense.

Jiang Jintong, whose night personality it was, hadn't seen Xie Luo for several days. During this time, he only thought of her occasionally, but he had never reached this feeling.

Longing and an inexplicable emotion mixed together, becoming sticky, soft, and filled with an inexplicable heartbeat.