The world is taken over by crazy and sick people

Chapter 104 I actually cherish every minute and every second with you

After making all the arrangements, Wang Liwu returned to the bedroom and hugged Chen Shizi, who had cried till she ran out of tears. Chen Shizi curled up like a little kangaroo and slept in Wang Liwu's arms, occasionally sobbing in her sleep.

The anesthetic was so powerful that it turned Chen Shizi's normally smooth thoughts into a mess. She was in a daze the whole time, and everything she said and did was not her usual style. It was not until nearly 7 o'clock in the afternoon that she regained some consciousness.

Realizing that Wang Liwu was hugging her, she immediately turned over in bed lazily. Without saying anything, she just closed her eyes and fell asleep.

"Didn't you get enough sleep? Are you tired?" Wang Liwu asked with her head down, her stern eyes revealing complexity and calmness. She hugged Chen Shizi's back, patted her gently, and said softly: "You didn't have dinner yesterday, I'll carry you to eat."

"Five more minutes..." Chen Shizi muttered, his voice low and tired.

The inadvertent exhaustion made Wang Liwu tense instantly. She lowered her eyelashes and kissed Chen Shizi's earlobe, feeling the coolness on her soft skin. She couldn't help but murmur, "Does being with me put a lot of pressure on you?"

Chen Shizi's mind suddenly became clear, her almond eyes widened in a daze, and she was stunned for two seconds before suddenly closing her eyes. She interrupted like a lazy Garfield cat: "Where is the American specialty you brought me? The nasty candy."

Wang Liwu pushed Chen Shizi flat on the bed, pinched the other's round jaw and slowly kissed him, with a flash of restlessness in his eyes.

"People who can't remember don't deserve to know the truth, right?"

He reached out his hand to Chen Shizi's back and slowly unzipped the invisible zipper of her skirt, then he pulled the sleeves of the floral skirt down along Chen Shizi's smooth shoulders, revealing the criss-crossed surgical scars on her heart bit by bit. He slowly brushed his fingers over them and leaned over to kiss her, as if he was kissing a crack on a precious piece of white jade that was accidentally broken.

"Believe me, if you cause trouble again, I don't know what else I will do."

"I know we must love each other very much, otherwise you wouldn't be like this and I wouldn't be like that."

"I was too incompetent and let others steal my things."

"I don't recognize it."

“I’ll get it back.”

"Don't run, okay?"

Chen Shizi felt a pain in her heart, and the skin on her heart slowly felt wet and itchy. She felt Wang Liwu's lips were very soft, unlike almost every time before when they were so violent. She gently stroked Wang Liwu's hair with her fingers.

"Xiao Wu, I guess there are no normal people in the world who fall in love like this. We..." Sighing the unpredictable fate in his heart, Chen Shizi looked at Wang Liwu's handsome face who was kissing him seriously, and soon smiled with relief: "Hey, you know, actually...you and I are each other's first love, so it's hard to forget, so we are attached..."

We met and stayed together in the darkest time, so why should we fear that fate will separate us before dawn?

A frank and pure smile appeared on Chen Shizi's pale face, just like a white jade flower quietly blooming in the dark night. Wang Liwu raised his head from her chest to carefully observe her expression, while Chen Shizi gently stroked that handsome and flawless face with the back of his fingers.

Thinking about this person, he was innocent and brave when he was a child, even in the most difficult times, and he protected her, her mother, and the flowers and plants with all his heart.

Why could this world allow the person she loved the most to suffer misfortune and bad luck?

If God left her a glimmer of hope, she would steal it.

She must let the person she has been looking for all her life live peacefully, with someone to accompany her, to love her, without any disasters or difficulties.

"Xiao Wu, don't you think that people who only think about liking and loving their whole lives are stupid? They are like the termites of the world."

Wang Liwu's back was startled for a moment, and his face was indifferent. He ignored these words, carried Chen Shizi to the pillow on the bedside, put her legs on his shoulders, twisted her wrist and expressed his opinion indifferently.

"What's wrong with the woodworm? I don't eat other people's rice, and I won't let you eat other people's rice. I can feed us for ten thousand years."

Chen Shizi's pale and sickly face gradually turned red because of Wang Liwu's words. She thought about what he said carefully, clasped Wang Liwu's strong arm with her hands, and satisfaction and contradiction spread in her heart. She still said: "But a healthy and mature person will not always be in love. Everyone's highest ideal will eventually return to creating social value. Self-realization is a higher pursuit. I think you did this before."

Chen Shizi looked dreamy. "I just met you at the end of last year. I went to your office several times and saw you working and taking your career seriously. I felt you were very charming and someone I admired..."

Wang Liwu paused for a moment, looked up at Chen Shizi, and could often see traces of dried tears. She lowered her eyes, dark and deep, and asked, "Now it's not charming, you don't look up to me anymore?"

"No." Chen Shizi lowered his eyelids and opened them again, looking carefully at Wang Liwu's complicated eyes, "Xiaowu, I feel very sad about what happened on Nantian Road before the New Year. I feel like I did a lot of things wrong," I shouldn't have even come to see you...

"The past seems like a few dreams. I hope my existence can make you happy, but it seems like I have only made you angry and never made you happy and laugh." Tears of pain burst out silently. Chen Shizi choked with sobs, looked deeply at Wang Liwu, and closed his eyes.

"I blame myself."

Tears flowed down my cheeks and into my neck.

Wang Liwu quickly raised her hand to wipe it. It seemed that the incident of jumping off the building and the car accident was still in the hearts of both of them. Wang Liwu wiped her tears carefully, her peach blossom eyes fixed deeply, with infinite complexity in them, showing pain, not wanting to talk about it, and the determination to break the rift. She lowered her eyes and kept her fingertips on Chen Shizi's face for seven or eight seconds.

Suddenly, he spoke in a serious tone: "The day after you came to see me and got sick, you didn't rest in the hospital but had to go to her for dinner. You said you have a big mouth. Explain to me. Then let me ask you, is she that important?"

Chen Shizi leaned his head against the bed, staring blankly at the white iris pattern on the ceiling, and said, "Xiao Wu, you hardly ever mention her in front of me. Now that you asked me, I must answer you sincerely."

Wang Liwu's heart was lifted, and a lock of her long hair fell down, just falling on Chen Shizi's exposed chest. She found that Chen Shizi's expression was unusually solemn and serious, so she held her breath and listened attentively.

She wanted to hear an answer.

Love one or love two?

Which one do you love?

The irises on the ceiling brought Chen Shizi's thoughts back to when she was 17 years old. She said, "I watched the news yesterday and learned about the hotel explosion. You see, this is what you would do for me." She smiled.

She added, "But, at that time... I was alone and helpless, and I didn't have the mental resilience that I have now. In such a terrible reality, she helped me. I should remember and repay her for the rest of my life. This is my value system. I think I should help her with what she wants and what she wants to do. But..."

Chen Shizi's eyebrows trembled, her eyes showed regret, she pursed her lips, her eyes were red, and she said: "I regret it..."

"I regret accepting her help."

"I owe her something, I have to repay her. She's not a bad person, I don't want to hurt her with cold words. A good person who has always helped me, I just casually dismissed her over the phone, there is no such thing in the world."

Wang Liwu's eyes were deep, and Chen Shizi looked at him with tears in her eyes, "Xiao Wu...you asked me whether it is important or not. You see, I can't answer your question, because what you think is important is different from what I think. What I think is that if it weren't for her, I would have died at the age of 17, and I would not have had these five years of life, let alone met you." I failed at the last minute, and this life has been in vain.

She also felt sad that if she had not been classmates with Wang Xufeng for four years, they would not have ended up like this after suffering for more than 20 years.

Chen Shizi raised her hand and gently stretched it in front of Wang Liwu. The platinum ring on the back of her hand shone brightly. "Xiaowu, I actually cherish every minute... every second with you..."

I am also troubled as to why you do not hate me or take revenge on me, but instead compromise once again with the feeling that we were linked by fate in our long past...

Chen Shizi felt fortunate at the same time, sighing that if not for this, his life would probably have ended in complete tragedy.

She stretched out her hand for a long time, waiting for Wang Liwu to hold her hand.

On that snowy day, she gave her hand to Wang Xufeng, allowing him to pull her closer, and promised in her heart that she would repay that person for the rest of her life. But she broke her promise.

"Xiao Wu, good love should heal the wounds in people's hearts. If I don't make you better, then I am not good enough and I am not worthy. I let you be dominated by the haze, and that is my sin."

Hearing these words, Wang Liwu felt heavy and uncomfortable, and her eyes turned red involuntarily. She looked at the ring she had put on Chen Shizi and gently held the hand that was handed to her.

Leng said: "Of course I will be fine, as long as you live peacefully with me. But if you still want to do things behind my back, don't think I will be timid and not do it. Believe me, if it happens again, I will be able to pull you out even if I go to hell."