0p0 Chapter 134 Lu Tian, do you want it?
Chapter 134 Lu Tian, do you want it?
That night, Lu Tian tossed and turned in bed.
After he repeatedly told her "I regret it", she finally couldn't help but asked, "What do you regret?"
At that time, he looked at her and said softly, "Too much."
There are so many, I don’t even know where to begin.
Looking back today, every step seems to be filled with regret and remorse.
So, he slowly released her wrist and said in a softer voice, "Go to bed."
But Lu Tian couldn't sleep.
I tossed and turned for an unknown amount of time before finally falling into a drowsy sleep, only to have a dream I hadn't had in a long time.
The dream went back to a long, long time ago.
She could hardly remember how old she was at that time. After all, to her, the first half of her life seemed as long ago as her previous life.
In addition, she always subconsciously forced herself to forget the unpleasant things in the first half of her life, so even in her dreams, she rarely dreamed about the first half of her life.
But tonight, she dreamed about it.
That was probably when she was a teenager. She dreamed that Bo Jinran and Qi Muci were fighting, punching and kicking each other, and finally they fell to the ground in tears.
She rushed over and forcefully pulled away Bo Jinran, who was on top of Qi Muci and beating him, "Bo Er, why are you hitting him? Stop it!"
Bo Jinran grabbed Qi Muci's collar and looked at her. That was probably the first time Lu Tian saw Bo Jinran so angry. He gritted his teeth and asked her, "Lu Tian, do you like him?"
After she came, Qi Muci stopped moving and lay there motionless.
Lu Tian was stunned by Bo Jinran's question, and looked hesitantly at Qi Muci, whose face was already bruised and purple. He was also looking at her, and their eyes were complicated and uneasy when they looked at each other.
She was a little overwhelmed, but still said: "What are you talking about? I didn't do that. You beat someone up like this just because of this. What's wrong with you?"
How old were they at that time, and they said whether they liked it or not.
Before he finished speaking, Qi Muci said, "Tiantian."
He whispered, "Don't say anymore. I understand. It's my fault. I made Bo Er misunderstand me."
He closed his eyes and laughed at himself: "Don't blame him, I'm fine."
Bo Jinran gritted his teeth again, wanting to punch him: "Why are you pretending?"
Lu Tian quickly hugged his hand and said, "If you hit me again, I'll break up with you!"
He looked at her, his eyes trembling: "Because of him, you want to break up with me?"
"I……"
Lu Tian looked at him with panic in her eyes, but she still said stubbornly: "Who told you to hit people randomly? Don't think that this is the capital and you can just hit people casually because you think they are easy to bully. I won't let you bully him when I'm here!"
"I bullied him?"
Bo Jinran looked extremely angry. Lu Tian had never seen him so angry before, and was a little scared. She took a step back and said, "Yes, I saw you bullying him with my own eyes."
Bo Jinran stared at her for a long while, and finally let go of Qi Muci with a sneer, stood up, and said, "Lu Tian, your eyesight is really bad!"
After saying that, he turned and left.
Lu Tian stared at his back with wide eyes and became angry: "Bo Jinran, what do you mean? Your eyesight is terrible!"
nerve!
The dream shattered as he walked away, and in the blink of an eye she saw herself at the age of 20, when she had just divorced Qi Muci and returned to the Lu family.
At that time, Bo Jinran often came to see her.
He is quite different from when he was a teenager. Back then, he was so calm that he didn't look like a 20-year-old.
When she saw him, her first reaction was grievance.
She felt very wronged and wanted him to hug her.
It was like returning home to see her family after being wronged. Sure enough, family members were the only ones in this world who would not hurt her. No matter how she quarreled with him, he still cared about her.
During that time, he often came to accompany her when he saw that she was unhappy.
But the question he asked her most often was, "Do you still like him?"
"Will you go back with him?"
At that time, she thought he was really annoying.
Why do you always ask her this question?
Do you really want her to go back?
Later, when he was about to go abroad, he said, "When I come back, it will probably be Miss Lu Tian's 21st birthday. I will have a gift for you then."
When he left and reached the door, he turned back to look at her and asked again, "Are you really not going back with him?"
She was so annoyed that she threw a pillow over.
He smiled and caught the pillow, and said to her with gentle eyes: "Lu Tian, this time, don't let your eyes look so bad."
After a pause, he added, "Also, don't lie to me again."
He turned and left again.
The dream shattered again as he left, and Lu Tian suddenly woke up from the dream.
She stared blankly at the ceiling.
In the past, I just thought that his constant questions at that time were annoying. Until now, looking back on the past through dreams, I realized that he knew her too well.
And at that time, the way he looked at her was actually always very careful and gentle.
Is she too slow?
It was never discovered that he liked her.
Lu Tian closed her eyes again.
Relived the dream.
The first thing I thought was: How could he be so vicious? He said her eyesight was bad, and it turned out that her eyesight was really bad.
Then I thought: Why did they fight at that time?
After thinking about it, I thought again: Why did he say don’t lie to him again? When has she ever lied to him?
But in the end I thought: So when he came back from abroad, why didn’t he give her the gift?
Thinking of this, Lu Tian suddenly couldn't help it. She lifted the quilt, got out of bed, and opened the bedroom door again.
There are some details and answers that I haven't paid attention to for so many years, and now I suddenly want to understand them.
The curtains in the living room were not drawn, and light poured in from the floor-to-ceiling windows. Bo Jinran was lying on the sofa in a shirt, with one hand placed in front of his eyes to block out the light.
The quilt she gave him was casually draped over his body and had already slipped most of the way to the ground.
Lu Tian paused, stood in front of the bedroom door and looked at him for a moment, then slowly walked over.
He was silent, perhaps asleep.
Lu Tian walked to the sofa, pulled up the quilt that had fallen to the ground, and covered him again.
She took the remote control and closed the curtains in the living room. Only when the room gradually became completely dark did she turn her head and look back at him.
He was still motionless, it seemed he was really asleep.
Lu Tian found herself a little funny. She acted impulsively after having a dream, which seemed not something she should do at her age.
She sighed secretly and turned to go back to the bedroom.
As soon as I turned around, someone grabbed my wrist again.
This time, his palm finally felt a little warm. She turned her head and looked down, and he had already opened his eyes.
In the dim room, he was still lying on the sofa, his deep eyes entwined with hers, his voice a little hoarse: "Why don't you sleep?"
Perhaps because the curtains were drawn and the room became dark, Lu Tian felt inexplicably panicked by his gaze.
I always feel that the atmosphere is not right now.
"I……"
She spoke, her voice a little tense, cleared her throat, and then said, "I suddenly have a few questions to ask you."
"what is the problem?"
He let go of her hand, sat up and moved his stiff neck, then looked up at her, waiting for her to continue with a calm gaze.
"that is……"
Lu Tian was conflicted, but she felt that it was not easy to ask those questions. Decades had passed, so wouldn't it be pointless to worry about it now?
But she wasn't as patient as Bo Jinran. If she didn't ask clearly, she would probably not be able to sleep for several days.
So she simply sat down next to him and tilted her head to look at him, "I remember you had a fight with Qi Muci once. Why did you fight then?"
Bo Jinran: "In the police station?"
Lu Tian: "No, it was when I was a teenager."
Bo Jinran was slightly stunned. "Why do you suddenly ask this?"
"I just suddenly remembered it."
Lu Tian was a little annoyed: "I just wanted to see how bad my eyesight was. Why did you say my eyesight was bad at that time?"
Bo Jinran leaned back on the sofa, lowered his eyes for a moment and looked at her again: "When I was a teenager, I actually fought with him many times. Which time are you talking about?"
"what?"
Lu Tian was stunned: "Have you fought many times?"
Bo Jinran remained silent.
Lu Tian: "...The time you said my eyesight was bad?"
Bo Jinran thought for a moment and said, "I don't remember."
Lu Tian was skeptical, "Really?"
He nodded slightly: "Yeah."
Lu Tian frowned and looked at him for a moment, knowing that he was lying to her.
But he didn't want to say it, so she didn't ask any more questions. She just thought about it and said, "What else? I remember you mentioned before that you wanted to give me a 21st birthday present. Where is it?"
As she spoke, she spread her hands towards him: "Where's the gift? Why have I never received one?"
Bo Jinran's eyes suddenly flashed.
It was her 21st birthday present, but after more than 20 years, she finally remembered it.
His Adam's apple rolled, and he was silent for a few seconds: "Do you want it?"
Lu Tian frowned: "Didn't you want to give it to me? Why do I want it?"
"Because the gift was originally intended for 21-year-old Lu Tian, but 21-year-old Lu Tian doesn't need it, so..."
Bo Jinran lowered his eyes and chuckled, then raised his eyes to look at her and said softly, "I need to confirm whether Lu Tian needs it now, and then I will know whether to give it to her or not."
The light in the room seemed to be getting darker, but through the gaps in the curtains, tiny slivers of light could still be seen.
Light and darkness intertwined, his eyes lingered on hers, and he asked her softly, "Lu Tian, do you want it?"