0p0 Chapter 220 What about me?
Chapter 220 What about me?
"Does Jin'er mean you want to marry that person?" Mo Xuan asked, his face grim as he stared at Lu Jin Yan, enunciating each word clearly.
"Yes, I promised Ruohan that I would marry him. Moxuan, I'm sorry!" Lu Jinyan wanted to say something more, but she knew that it would be useless to say anything now.
"You promised him, so you're going to marry him. But what about me? You promised me yesterday that you'd be with me. Why did you change your mind overnight?" Mo Xuan couldn't believe that the person who had been in his arms yesterday, talking and sharing their deepest feelings, had changed overnight.
She wants to marry someone else. No wonder. No wonder she resisted so much when he said he wanted to marry her yesterday, making all sorts of excuses, saying that after they established a relationship, they still needed to get to know each other for a while, calling it dating, and that they would get married after dating for a period of time. Now it seems that these were all excuses. She and that person haven't known each other for very long, have they? It's not that she doesn't want to get married, it's that she doesn't want to marry anyone, she just wants to marry a husband.
"Mo Xuan, my feelings for you are genuine. I remember everything I said before. I truly love you, but I did lie to you. It's understandable that you resent me."
"Lu Jinyan, you say you like me, but you want to marry him. Where do you put me then?" Mo Xuan's voice was somewhat angry.
"I want to marry you too, but I can't!" Lu Jinyan muttered softly.
"What did you say?" Mo Xuan asked, frowning.
"Ah? No, it's nothing, Mo Xuan. I'm sorry. If you're angry, you can scold me a few times. If that doesn't work, you can hit me a few times!"
Lu Jinyan was stunned after speaking. Why did those words sound so familiar? Didn't Mo Xuan say something similar just now? She hadn't expected that just a moment ago Mo Xuan was comforting her, telling her not to be angry, and now their positions had been reversed... How ironic...
Lu Jinyan kept her head down, not daring to look up at Mo Xuan. Mo Xuan looked at her like this, and the corners of his mouth curled up. He thought to himself, "Little brat, you teased me just now, now it's your turn, right? Let's see if you dare to mess with me again."
"If you can marry him, why can't you marry me?" Mo Xuan stared at Lu Jinyan; he had heard her muttering softly just now.
"You, you are the son of the Demon King, of noble status, how can I, how can I marry you?" Lu Jinyan felt somewhat aggrieved. Was it that she didn't want to marry him? Was it that she could marry him as she pleased?
"So what if he's the Demon King's son? Who says the Demon King's son can't get married? If you can marry him, why can't you marry me? Or are you saying you don't want to marry him? You were just lying to me when you said you liked me and didn't want to be separated from me?" Mo Xuan deliberately raised his voice.
"No, no, I'm not lying to you, really, I really like you and don't want to be separated from you!" Lu Jinyan raised her head anxiously, but what she saw was not an angry face, but a face full of smiles and doting affection.
Lu Jinyan was a little confused. What was going on?
Why is Mo Xuan smiling?
Shouldn't he be angry, and very angry?
Was she seeing things? Lu Jinyan rubbed her eyes vigorously until her hands were grasped by a pair of warm, large hands: "Stop rubbing, your eyes are all red!"
"You, you're not angry?" Lu Jinyan asked, her mouth agape in surprise.
"Of course I'm angry. We just parted ways, and you've already set your sights on someone else. We confessed our feelings to each other yesterday, and today you're telling me you're going to marry someone else. Who wouldn't be angry?" Mo Xuan picked up Lu Jinyan and carried her to his lap, pulling her into his arms.
"Were you lying to me just now?" Lu Jinyan was still a little confused.
"What? You're allowed to tease me, but I'm not allowed to tease you?" Mo Xuan pinched Lu Jin's cheek.
"No, no, how could I dare!" Lu Jinyan quickly waved her hand in admission of defeat.
Mo Xuan glared at Lu Jinyan; her little schemes could not escape his eyes.
"I'm angry, but I do like you, and I really love you. I'm not angry that you're getting married, I'm angry that you could have told me yesterday, but you kept it from me. I guess you didn't want to tell me today either? Are you planning to keep it from me forever? Or have you not figured out how to tell me yet?"
"No, no, I didn't mean to keep it from you. I... I just hadn't figured out how to tell you. I was afraid you'd be angry and leave me. I don't want you to leave me..."
Lu Jinyan's voice grew softer and softer. She knew she was being selfish, but she really didn't want to break up with Mo Xuan.
"You don't trust me enough. You think I'll give up my love for you because you like someone else? You underestimate me." Mo Xuan sighed. He was indeed angry, and he really didn't want to share his lover with anyone else.
In other words, no one would want to share their lover with someone else, but he didn't want to be separated from Lu Jinyan either. He loved her, and he had said that he would only love her and marry her in his life. Since she didn't want to marry him, then he would marry her.
Who told him to be completely under this little vixen's thumb? Just the thought of Lu Jinyan leaving him made his heart ache so badly he could hardly breathe. He couldn't leave her, so he was willing to accept this fact.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault! I was wrong!"
Lu Jinyan lowered her head. Mo Xuan was right. It was her own lack of trust in this relationship. She could confront Ruohan but kept it a secret from Mo Xuan, and there was a reason for that.
Social class prejudice exists not only in ancient times but also in modern times. She has nothing of her own, so why should she think that Mo Xuan would lower himself to marry her?
He's the son of the Demon King, and what is she? A little flower fairy with no family background. Her background is similar to Ruohan's, which is why she dares to be honest with him. Of course, it's not that she thinks Ruohan is inferior, but rather that she feels she and Ruohan are from the same world. Moxuan, on the other hand, is from another world, so she doesn't dare.
"Yan'er, we are demons, and demons are all capable of love and hate. Unlike humans, we don't have so many rules. Whether it's marrying or getting married, it's all up to our own will, and we don't have any prejudice against social status. So you don't need to think so much. It would be a lie to say that I'm not angry or don't mind at all."
I like you, I love you, and naturally I don't want to share you with anyone else. But between losing you and sharing you with someone else, I'm more afraid of losing you. You are the only one for me in this life, and I will never love anyone else but you.
Mo Xuan's words were actually half true and half false. It was true that demons dared to love and hate, and it was also true that Lu Jinyan was the only one for him in this life. However, it was half true and half false that demons did not care about social status like humans do.