Withered Broken Ice Blue

Chapter 207 Broken Song Jinan

This year's New Year's Eve was painful for Song Jinan.

Song's mother fainted in the elevator and was taken to the hospital by passers-by.

After Song Jinan learned about it, he took a leave and went to the hospital.

Since Chi Feiwan had compulsory classes the whole day, she couldn't take a leave to go to the hospital with Song Jinan, so she had to come in the evening.

When Song Jinan rushed to the hospital, Song's mother had already woken up and was leaning on the bed communicating with the doctor. Seeing Song Jinan, a trace of guilt flashed in Song's mother's eyes.

Outside the operating room, the anxious wait made the originally short moment seem so long.

Song Jinan was wearing a loose black down jacket and sitting on a cold chair, facing the closed door. His heart was in turmoil and he prayed for his mother's safety.

His eyes kept staring at the door, expecting good news from the doctor.

But two hours later, the door sign of the operation was still not turned off.

Another hour passed and the door number changed from red to green.

The doctor took off his mask and walked out. Song Jinan stepped forward immediately, his palms sweating: "How is my mother?"

The expression on the doctor's face was hard to read: "Although the operation was successful, the final result still depends on the recovery after the operation. If you are not optimistic, you should be mentally prepared."

Song Jinan's arms fell weakly at his side, his eyes dim: "Okay, thank you doctor."

Song Jinan put on his special visiting suit and came to Song's mother's bed. Seeing her pale face, he felt sad.

He gently held Mother Song's hand and accompanied her silently.

The intensive care unit was so quiet that Song Jinan could hear the sounds of the instruments.

At night, Chi Feiwan also rushed to the hospital.

Song Jinan was paying the bill on the first floor at this time.

She looked at the tired Song Jinan and hugged him with heartache.

"Sorry, I'm late." Chi Feiwan said.

Song Jinan smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, as long as you can come."

"Don't worry, everything will be fine." Chi Feiwan comforted softly.

Yuan Dan had three days off, and Song Jinan and Chi Feiwan took turns in the hospital for three days.

Song Jinan and Chi Feiwan took good care of Song's mother together.

The patient’s recovery is the hope of every family member.

However, fate always plays tricks on people, and Song's mother's condition did not improve as they expected.

Song Jinan felt helpless and desperate, but he still stayed firmly by his mother's side.

There are doctors and nurses coming in and out of the intensive care unit almost every day, checking on the patients' conditions at all times.

The doctor gave them some instructions and then left the ward.

During these three days, perhaps because of her low mood, Song Jinan lost her appetite, looked haggard, and her face became thin.

On the bench in the corridor, Song Jinan rested his head on Chi Feiwan's knees. Chi Feiwan gently stroked Song Jinan's face and said, "I'll go buy you some food."

"Can't eat it."

Chi Feiwan pushed Song Jinan up, "Song Jinan, if you don't eat, Auntie will be unhappy if she finds out."

Song Jinan held Chi Feiwan's hands with both hands, feeling his hot touch, Chi Feiwan suddenly shrank back, but was pulled back by Song Jinan: "Okay, I'll wait for you to come back."

In the past, Song Jinan always had a smile on his face, but now he has a sad look on his face.

Separation from life and death is something that everyone has to experience, and it is also the most difficult thing for everyone to face.

After Chi Feiwan left, Song Jin sat there quietly, staring into the distance.

He recalled the happy times he had with his mother as a child, but now faced the pain of possibly losing her, and tears blurred his eyes.

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When Chi Feiwan came out of the hospital, he didn't buy food right away.

Instead, he made a phone call not far away.

The person on the other end seemed to have just woken up, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Who is it?"

Chi Feiwan sat on a chair in the garden, as if he had made up his mind: "Second brother, it's me."

The voice on the phone was familiar. Chi Jinshu, who was still lying on the bed, suddenly got off the bed. From the tone of his voice, Chi Feiwan seemed to be asking him for something: "Little sister, no wonder I couldn't get through to you before, it turns out you changed your phone number."

A chuckle came from the other end: "But I'm also surprised that my little sister can remember my phone number."

Chi Jinshu and Shen Linxi have both seen how good Chi Feiwan's memory is.

Chi Feiwan, who was only three years old at the time, got lost and went to the police station alone and reported Shen Linxi's phone number and date of birth.

Even the three words "Shen Linxi", which a first grader might not be able to write, were written by Chi Feiwan, who was only three years old.

Just like that, the police called Chi Feiwan, and Shen Linxi took Chi Feiwan back from the police station.

Chi Feiwan took a deep breath and said, "Second brother, do you know any authoritative doctor?"

The clever Chi Jinshu also guessed what Chi Feiwan wanted. He frowned and said, "Little sister, is it worth it?"

"Second brother, he is your boyfriend. A relationship requires two-way commitment. There is no such thing as worth it or not."

Chi Jinshu poured himself a glass of water and said, "Little sister, I do know an authoritative doctor in the country, but if even the best hospital in Beijing can't cure it, then there is not much hope."

The medical department of Beijing University is one of the top universities in the country, and the medical students who graduated from it all work in the best hospitals in Beijing, which is a gathering place for "Hua Tuo".

If even the best hospitals are helpless, then there is little hope.

"What about abroad?"

Chi Jinshu smiled and said, "I don't have it abroad. If it's abroad, you've asked the wrong person."

Chi Feiwan clenched his hands on his knees into fists: "Second brother, do you want me to beg my eldest brother?"

"Isn't Yizhi also abroad?"

"It's been less than half a year. Can Third Brother's connections abroad match that of Big Brother?"

"Since I already have the answer in my heart, why bother asking me?"

The call was cut off. During this conversation, Chi Feiwan could feel Chi Jinshu's indifference towards her.

In the past, Chi Jinshu would never hang up Chi Feiwan’s phone calls on his own initiative.

Chi Feiwan pursed her lips and looked at the few people in her phone address book, a gleam of light flashing across her blue eyes.

Soon, Chi Feiwan came back with food.

Song Jinan tried hard to eat a few bites, and although he had a poor appetite, he forced himself to swallow the food.

Chi Feiwan stood aside and stepped forward to organize his words: "Song Jinan, I'm going abroad tomorrow and will be back soon."

"So sudden?" Song Jinan looked up in surprise.

"Well, there's something urgent that needs to be dealt with." Chi Feiwan explained, "But don't worry, I'll be back as soon as possible."

Song Jinan nodded. He understood that Chi Feiwan might have his own things to deal with.

"Then take good care of yourself outside." Song Jinan advised.

"I will." Chi Feiwan looked at Song Jinan, a trace of reluctance flashed in his eyes, "You have to take good care of yourself, especially your aunt. If there is anything, be sure to call me."

The next day, Chi Feiwan got up early, packed his luggage and went to the airport.

Her heart was full of contradictions and entanglements, but she was well aware of the importance of this trip abroad.

On the plane, Chi Feiwan closed his eyes and recalled every moment he spent with Song Jinan.

She secretly told herself that she must try her best to find a better treatment to help Song Jinan and his mother overcome the difficulties.

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Some readers said that the male lead had fewer roles, so I tried to increase them as much as possible without affecting the development of the plot.